God is like ...
BAYER ASPIRIN
He works miracles.



God is like ...
a FORD
He's got a better idea.




God is like ...
COKE
He's the real thing.


(This is great)

God is like ...
HALLMARK CARDS
He cares enough to send His very best.


God is like ...
TIDE
He gets the stains out that others leave behind.


God is like ...
GENERAL ELECTRIC
He brings good things to life.


God is like ...
SEARS
He has everything.


God is like ...
ALKA-SELTZER
Try him, you'll like Him.


God is like ...
SCOTCH TAPE
You can't see him, but you know He's there.


God is like ...
DELTA
He's ready when you are.


God is like...
ALLSTATE
You're in good hands with Him.


God is like ...
VO-5 Hair Spray
He holds through all kinds of weather.

God is like ...
DIAL SOAP
Aren't you glad you have Him?  Don't you wish everybody did?

God is like ...
the U.S. POST OFFICE
Neither rain, nor snow, nor sleet nor ice will keep Him from His appointed destination.

hot.... today is so hot!! I am afraid that it is an omen of an impending earthquake..   

It's funny how you can get inspired by your old blog. I wanna share it with you by rewriting part of it:

When you want to complain about the rules of Christianity
 Think about how'd it be to burn in hell for eternity
 Before you complain about those you are around
 Think of someone who has no one who are lonely and down
 
 But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
 Remember that not one of us are without sin and we
 all answer to one maker
 And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
 Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around
 
 Life is a gift
 Live it...
 Enjoy it...
 Celebrate it...
 And fulfill it.
 
 And while you are at it give love to someone today
 Love someone with what you do and the words you say
 Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and hidden
 So give it away
   
 God is love
 Give Love to someone today!
 
 Written by: C.S.L.

Last week had been incredibly unbelievable to me. I always thought that my guy was different. It hurt to find out that he is just like every other guy. Untrustworthy. I thought that after all that I gave to him, most preciously my heart, I would be more precious to him. I tried everything to please him because I wanted to make him feel special. I guess, he is no exception to the stereotypes that a girl only worths a guy's attention when she is unattainable. Once you gave your heart and soul, you are nothing but a pest. I didn't expect my love life to be this doomed. In case you are wondering what happened to me, let me say that I am in the same situation as Wendy in 13 going on 30. Even worse I should say. Cuz Matty in the movie was being more considerate and responsible. Though his first love came back to his life, he still married Wendy. Matty said "You can't turn back time" to end Jenna's persistent wandering heart. My Matty seems to be sad mainly because he hurt Jenna's heart than mine. It hurt me alot to learn that he cared more about hurting a girl that he hasn't seen for 2 years than hurting me, his gf of 1.5 years. What kind of CLOSE friend has Jenna been by not keeping in touch with Matty all this time anyway? Seems to me that now that Jenna is done playing the field, she is ready to settle with a guy that was obviously smitten with her in the past. If she really liked him in the past, why she didn't go after him? Puhleese, I don't think it was because she was shy. She had a bf. Oh well, enough complaints.. When my Matty told me that he wished he could turn back time.. it hurt me even more.... because that means that he wished he could have dated Jenna instead of me... Of course, when he said that, Matty was too distracted by the fact that he told Jenna he didnt want to talk to her anymore... Of course, he didn't mean to hurt me..  Of course...  Didn't he think that I wished I could turn back time too after he said that?? U Bet I do!! I didn't listen to people who were close to me... I thought he was different... I thought he was special... I thought he was faithful... My Matty IS a faithful friend.. Is a good Friend... Is nice to girls... Nice to everybody... *sigh* Some of you told me to take a break.....  I don't want to... I feel that I have given too much into this relationship to let it go....

He used to go out of his way to surprise me in a  pleasing way... Eversince Jenna reappeared in his life, things are not the same anymore.. Matty doesn't care to do sweet stuff to impress me no more... He is still nice to me... We are still together.. I don't have the guts to ask if he'd rather be with Jenna... He says I love you when I ask him.... He SAID he'll MAKE IT UP to me.... What more can I ask for, right? I just can't tell him everything. because I am afraid that he will get mad or annoyed.. I have issues.... I feel that everything that I had given into this relationship for the past year did not matter anymore... In the past, I could tell him not to play final fantasy and etc... He used to care.. He used to listen... Now, don't even bother.. He does whatever and whenever he please.. He said. that he didnt want to hurt me anymore today... and denied it the next day... I want to marry you on Sunday.. and I dunno if I want to marry you Monday.... If only I know all my patience and heartbreak will not go to waste... You'd think that I am desperate... pitiful... I don't mind.. All of this doesn't really matter now... I still want to be with him... I know.. some of you might think I am being a drama queen 

I know everyone makes mistakes.. I just never included myself .. I thought dating  guy who doesnt have ex-gfs would free the relationship from the stereotypes of ex-gfs trying to get back into his life.. boy i was wrong... even a guy with no "history" would not escape this syndrome...